I want to write about the last month, but I don't quite have the energy to do it yet. All I can say right now is that I am tired. I feel like I've been worked down the very core of my being and I have nothing left to give right now. I have no motivation, no spark of energy or interest. I know that's probably just a part of the greiving process, but I can't help it right now. It's just where I am.
I feel like I haven't even really begun to process Kathy's death yet. I feel numb and like I'm in a limbo state of mind.
Just going to take it one day at a time. I guess that's about the only thing I can do right now.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
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